Chapter 754 – #160_Let’s Stop Now (7)
#754
One.
It was such a tiring and mentally exhausting day, but Sharon was not allowed to sleep well.
No wonder.
Even if you doze off for a while, Siwoo appears in your dreams.
Contrary to the streets of Sinchon filled with happy memories, the image of herself shooting harsh words at him.
I can see him grabbing his wrist and begging me to let him explain it properly just once.
“Huh…. Whoa….”
Then he wakes up and cries for a long time, and when he falls asleep because he has no strength left to cry anymore, Siwoo’s dream appears again like a lie.
After repeating this about five times, Sharon gave up on her sleep.
Instead, she opted to appease the time with a stock of beer in the fridge.
Why don’t the characters who have failed in dramas and movies drink alcohol?
This painful night might be a little less painful if you borrowed the power of alcohol.
-Chik!
“Clap, clap, clap….”
Sharon stands on the kitchen island and drinks canned beer without any snacks.
Refreshing throat and the smell of barley piercing the nose.
“I’m okay…Me?”
The feeling of her chest being swept down, which was definitely frustrating, seems to be of some help.
At least she was far better than when she was struggling to sleep in bed.
Sharon emptied one can and opened the next can.
“Sniff….”
In fact, the beer you drink at this officetel also has a story.
It was my favorite drink when I was watching a movie with Siwoo.
The way Sharon and Siu enjoyed watching movies was to buy 4 cans of imported beer for 10,000 won from the convenience store right below and enjoy it with popcorn or squid.
“Did I have such a good memory….”
When there is a scene of joking around each other with cold beer cans on each other’s nape or a toast in a movie, the memory of copying it for no reason passes by in an instant.
I emptied the four cans I had taken out before I knew it, sobbing endlessly.
“Nothing helps….”
But even when I got drunk, I didn’t feel any better.
Rather, only the pain of a broken heart that has become more vivid pierces the heart.
“Why are you drinking then….”
In the end, Sharon came to the conclusion that ‘drinking when we break up’ in movies and dramas is nothing more than a PPL.
Drinking more is of no use.
Melancholy added to melancholy, Sharon, feeling ultra-gloomy, got up to rub her swollen red eyes and put a can of beer that turned out to be useless into the refrigerator.
At that time.
-Beep beep beep beep
– Beep beep!
The sound of entering a number on the door lock rings.
Soon she hears a beep warning that she entered the wrong number.
Sharon, who was about to head for her refrigerator, froze as it was.
Thousands of thoughts rise like beer bubbles through an accident that has been slowed down by alcohol.
What?
It’s a different house, did I click the wrong button?
Or was it because of an administrative error that someone related to the Zemanai family originally stayed here?
If not, would Siwoo have come?
“No way….”
Sharon tried her best to deny her own thoughts.
She was sad and hard, but at best a heart armed with resignation and abandonment.
When this vain expectation collapsed like a bubble, she still did not have the confidence to handle the despair.
“It won’t be….”
It can’t be.
She broke up with her and poured out harsh words at him, poisoning her heart.
Siwoo always thought of Sharon’s heart first.
No matter how much she wanted to grab her, she pushed him away, trusting that she would respect Sharon’s wishes.
So there’s no way he’ll come to see me in at least one day.
Maybe I drank too fast.
This is either too drunk to hear hallucinations or still dreaming.
-Beep beep beep beep
Even so, the heart beats faster and faster at the sound of the dial ringing again.
Sharon stared at the front door, holding her breath.
– Knock!
“…….”
“Ah….”
The beloved lover who occupied a place in all the happy memories she longed to see.
Cheer up
While Sharon waited, he went to the roof and smoked a cigarette, then opened the front door and he came in.
Okay.
It’s a dream too
When he received the succession, if it was an incomplete succession, the experiment failed and he immediately sat in a pile of debt.
For 10 years, I have never made a decent profit while catching homunculus, and everything I invested in was ruined.
She is Sharon, who has always been oddly unlucky.
There was no way that such a lousy story would unfold for none other than Sharon.
However, the cold droplets of beer from the beer can in her hand.
Siwoo’s appearance was too vivid to be a fantasy or a dream.
Fiercely this is the reality.
This is too much.
Her eyes must have been swollen from crying so much, she had no makeup on and her hair was a mess.
All of her clothes are tank tops and shorts.
I only want to show my pretty side to Siwoo.
It’s like an escape from reality, a lot of random thoughts.
“Oh, hey, Sharon…. This is not what I was trying to open up and come in.”
“Why are you here? You said it was our end.”
Sharon said in a cold voice.
Nothing changes like this.
Nothing changes anyway
To Siwoo, he is just a burden, and even if he comes to Sharon like a miracle, nothing will change.
So Sharon mustered up her last courage.
The courage to break up with Siu.
If I can shake off this mercilessly, I will really be able to finish it.
Siwoo, who was hesitantly trying to say her words, also hardened against Sharon’s cold tone.
“Why are you making that face? You think I’m a bad bitch.”
Looking at his shocked face like an abandoned puppy, I want to hug him without looking around.
Sharon bit her tongue until it bled and turned her head away.
“I’m sorry. I worry about you every day, and bring someone else in each time.”
“Stop! I hate to hear it. It’s hard for me too!”
The beer can slipped helplessly from Sharon’s hand and tumbled to the floor.
“Go back…. I don’t want to be here with you.”
It was really hard to have to say the opposite of what I was feeling.
Sharon couldn’t stand it and she turned her back.
She didn’t intend to look back until she heard the door close.
At that time.
Sharon’s wrist is seized with brute strength.
With only a tiny bit of flesh touching her, her whole body gave rise to goosebumps.
It was because of his warmth that he missed so much.
Fearing that she would flounder in the happiness that had filled her head, she deliberately and roughly grabbed Sharon’s hand.
“This… Let go!”
But Siu doesn’t let go.
Rather, he grabbed Sharon’s wrist even tighter and pulled her into his arms.
“No. I can’t let go.”
“Let go!”
“Let go now!”
“I can’t let go!”
Two people having a k-drama style scuffle.
However, there is no way that Sharon can release Siwoo’s tightly gripped wrist.
Actually, Siwoo is not the type to go out recklessly like this.
It wasn’t until Sharon’s first sharp response that her breath caught in her throat.
But now I am convinced.
“I’ve been living with you for over a year, so you don’t think you know?”
“…What?”
“You are lying.”
It’s not just wishful thinking.
You can be sure.
When Sharon tells a lie, she has a habit of squeezing her index finger with her thumb nail until it hurts.
‘Give me back…. I don’t want to be here with you,’ Siu captured the body sign that Sharon showed.
In other words, the words to go back, and the words that I don’t want to be here with you are all lies.
“Let’s talk properly again. I will apologize a hundred times and a thousand times. If there is anything to fix, I will fix it.”
“I hate it, I mean I hate it…. No matter what I say….”
“I need you, Sharon.”
Sharon’s straight, undisturbed gaze stabs her.
And the words she desperately wanted to hear pierce her heart.
Say you need
That’s what I wanted to hear more than anything else.
“Wook…. Woo-wook….”
Tears flowed.
My throat is hot, as if I swallowed steaming tea.
The sadness and longing, the loss of seeing, the loving heart, the inferiority and shame that plagued Sharon every day.
The sloppy emotions that I had to force myself to hold and swallow flowed back at once.
“I…. It’s nothing, anyway, you…. If I tell you a hundred days and a thousand times, you will do something dangerous again…. Everyone is such a great person, but I am nothing. I really have nothing…. It’s hairy… !”
The messy words, not even knowing what they were talking about, bounced up into the central heating system on top of the breathing that was tangled with crying.
“You always create debt. I just lean on you from beginning to end, and I can’t do anything even if I know I’m in danger…! At the same time, he resents Miss Amelia and Duke Elroa and is jealous…. That’s why I’m so pathetic….”
If anyone else has heard this, they probably won’t be able to fully understand why Sharon made this decision.
But Siu understood why Sharon had spoken about her breakup.
You don’t even have to listen to the explanation in a logical order.
Understanding each other like a red thread connecting hearts and minds.
Isn’t that a lover?
“I do not care.”
Siwoo grabbed Sharon by the shoulders and hugged her as if she were bound to never escape again.
“You are enough like this.”
That one word was enough for Sharon’s shallow bravado to show her bottom.
Looking at Siwoo with her tear-stained eyes, she asked with trembling lips.
“Me…. I’m not strong like everyone else…. It will only be a burden to you.”
“You’re a witch, you’ll live with me for the rest of your life. You can do it slowly.”
“I have no money. A lot of research money goes into every day…. You can’t even invest.”
“I will earn. It’s not like I’m in debt to do research, so what?”
“It’s not very pretty, it’s not cute….”
“You are so pretty, so cute, and your hair is like a fairy. Your eyes are twinkling too.”
Sharon flirts with Shiwu, who holds her weakened heart.
And Siwoo, who makes cheesy promises and praises that he would never normally do.
Yes.
This is the power of reconciliation.
Now, the two of them were immersed in their own world more seriously.
Sharon twirling her hair, curled up on her like a shy squirrel.
“Really… ?”
“Of course, when I was working part-time at a convenience store, I fell in love at first sight. Even now, I fall in love every time I see you.”
“Ugh…. Lie. Siwoo is a liar.”
“No, are you really cute?”
Each and every word of Siwoo’s affirmation of Sharon sets off firecrackers of joy in her heart.
It’s very embarrassing, but I want to hear it again and again.
“… Sharoni is so good?”
Therefore, Sharon, who was confirmed by Siu while twisting her body with her charming snort, only then witnessed the scene behind Siu’s broad shoulders.
“…….”
“…….”
“…….”
“…….”
From the moment Siwoo opened the door and entered, his depth of field became shallow and all focus was on him.
Therefore, the images of Odile, Odette, Amelia, and Eloah, which were out of focus and treated as blurry backgrounds, were finally discovered.
It is said that they each made a shocked expression, and when Sharon and her eyes met, they quietly closed the door and left the place for the two lovers who had reconciled.
