105 – It’s okay to like it (1)
Lucy sat down on the floor discreetly, despite the fact that she had already shown her ugliest appearance.
Then, he poured the tea into a teacup and quietly pushed it with his fingertips and handed it to Adele.
Knowing that just a moment ago, he had been tearing his hair out and screaming, causing an uproar, Adele raised her teacup, slightly taken aback by the sudden change.
“So what are you here for?”
“…… ?”
“Ah, I see. You made me help in a dangerous job, so you’re here to repay me?”
Playing drums and playing janggu.
Lucy repeats what she said while having conversations by herself.
The future Lucy, who had been looking through her frowning eyes as if the figure was insignificant, sighed.
“Hey, b*tch. Does that mean that what happened a moment ago will disappear?”
“A while ago? Nothing happened a while ago. What are you talking about…….”
Lucy is broken.
He kept tilting the teapot as if he hadn’t noticed that the tea was overflowing, only to come to his senses when the warm tea dripped onto his thighs.
Then he suddenly clenched his fists and shook them.
“It’s really embarrassing…… Can’t you just let it go? I showed ugliness because of someone.”
“Whether you’re embarrassing or not, what does it have to do with me?”
“Look how nasty Simbo is. Who do you resemble?”
“That’s spitting while lying down.”
Lucy was trying to say something with her tongue stuck at the future Lucy who didn’t back down even a step.
When will you answer Adele’s words just by fighting like this?
Anyway, there was nothing good about being swung by future Lucy.
“Anyway…… ! I thought about what I wanted to get while I was fighting with him?”
“I didn’t hear an answer today, so I thought I was going home.”
“Ugh…… That’s why you answer.”
Lucy hesitated, fidgeting like someone who couldn’t keep his fingers still.
There is something I want to receive.
However, saying this is no different than revealing one’s heart, so there is no lack of shame.
She was so confident in front of her Charlotte, but when she tried to say that in front of Adele, her words caught her chin.
“Weekend. Do you want to go on a date with me this weekend?”
A creeping voice that is barely audible.
Moreover, she doubted her ears, wondering if she had heard her wrong because it was a reciprocation that Adele could not have expected at all.
“Could you say that again? I can’t hear you properly.”
“… ….”
She mustered up the courage to say it, so I asked her to say it again.
Is it Adele who understood her like a ghost when she wentssip about her in the past? She
Heard it and wondered if she was doing it on purpose, but she said it again without hesitation.
This time, in a loud voice so that I couldn’t even say that I hadn’t heard it.
“Go on a date with me this weekend!”
Lucy, who had committed the crime, looked at Adele’s eyes while rolling her eyes with her ears stained red.
It was the first time I’d ever asked someone out on a date, so I was suddenly worried about what I would do if I was rejected.
It’s a reciprocation, but ‘that’s a bit…….’ Wouldn’t it be possible to refuse while saying this?
Now that I’m here, I feel like I’ll regret doing something without thinking about the future, but that’s an ordeal I’ll have to face someday.
If you get rejected here, it’s just a relationship that can’t go any further.
In order to gain something, you have to be prepared to lose it.
“… ….”
Lucy was nervous at this moment and wanted to answer as quickly as possible, but Adele took a long time to answer the question, which was enough if yes or no.
It was because she was confused as to why Lucy was saying that to herself.
“Hey, hey…… Say something…….”
No, I had a clue.
Every time I visited her dormitory, I could feel that kind of feeling from Lucy’s trembling preparations and the mildness of her attitude towards herself.
I thought it was because she was close with her, but maybe she did it in a different way.
“I’m asking just in case.”
Adele asked to make sure I was right.
I said it straight so that I could get the right answer so that Lucy wouldn’t interpret it in a different way.
“Do you like me?”
“… ….”
Lucy jumped up from her seat.
She took out a can of beer from the refrigerator and immediately hit one shot as if drinking water.
Her face turned reddish as if her drunkenness was rising.
“Why. Can’t I like you…… ?”
It sounded like he was already drunk.
“No, considering what I’ve done to you up to this point, I wonder if it’s normal to dislike it.”
“You.”
Lucy strode forward.
Bang her table with her two palms! She slammed down
“You tricked me…… !”
“…… What?”
Adele, taken aback by the momentum, slightly stepped back, and Lucy leaned her upper body toward her.
Her breath, tinged with alcohol, reached her face.
“You just looked at me from such a close distance and said I was pretty!”
“Weren’t you sleeping then?”
“I was awake! You look pretty as you brush my hair. I heard all this!”
Lucy grabbed Adele’s head and shook it back and forth as Lucy shook her by the collar.
“And you helped me a few times. I almost died because he saved me from bullies, healed me, saved me from monsters, and stopped Nikita when he ran out of control…… ! Don’t you remember this?”
“Does it make you happy that you helped me a few times…?” ….”
“Do you think that’s all?”
Lucy stomped her feet into the bedroom and came back with a small journal in her arms.
She recited what she had written while flipping through her diary, which had been read several times to the point where her paper was tattered.
“The day I lost to Anastasia in Dalian. She gave her advice, pretending to explain what I was lacking. I don’t know what the hell she knows, she’s teaching me…… No, this doesn’t matter Anyway, have you ever been like that? Answer me.”
Adele nodded slightly in the atmosphere as if the judge was reminding the sinner of his sins.
It was like acknowledging her first karma.
“The day of group assignments. Adele put on her coat for me shivering in the cold of the snowy mountains. He gave annoying sermons, such as “You guys don’t have any thoughts?”, But it seemed that he was saying these words for Anastasia and me. Have you ever been like this before?”
There was.
Adele could feel a cold sweat running down her back at the constant exposure of her own atrocities.
Looking back, I realized that there was nothing I could do about it. The shield gave Lucy a lot of help.
For some reason, before she became Adele, she remembered the scene where Lucy leaves Kyle in the last game she saw.
“When your scholarship is in jeopardy if you don’t get good grades. Adele, who heard them, taught her to study. Her tone was the same, but she kept kindly restating things I didn’t understand. She owed her heart to Adele, although thanks to her she could not be in debt. No, that part doesn’t matter. Admit it?”
Nod.
Now it was a mechanical movement.
I didn’t know there would be so many karma accumulated over the years, but after listening to them one by one, I understood Lucy’s feelings.
But what made it even more difficult for him was that Lucy’s words were still unfinished.
“When I gave up on Kyle.”
And her last words were the final blow.
Adele, who had thought that Lucy was still looking at Kyle, raised her head, which had been bowed down like a criminal, and looked at Lucy with wide eyes.
“Kyle doesn’t seem to care about me.”
Lucy, who had been reading the diary where her expression about Adele gradually changed to a positive one, seemed to have completely lost her intoxication, but her face was still blushing from her embarrassment.
“That fact was a big shock to me, who naturally assumed that Kyle would like me and I would like Kyle since I was little.”
Still, she continued to read her diary.
Make sure that Adele, who is blind and dull, is aware of her own mind.
To let her know what side of him she came to see and like.
“When I was soothing her heart by drinking nonstop. When you can’t control your body and gradually feel the eyes of others. Adele appeared and picked me up and took me to her room. She did not pass over the nonsense of asking me to cook because of her drunkenness, and left with food considering my condition. His way of speaking and his actions are stiff, so he seems to be a good person.”
Lucy pursed her lips to see if there was more to it, but didn’t say it.
Tak.
Lucy covered her lower body with a covered diary.
She peeked her eyes over her diary and studied Adele, but not having the courage to look at her face, she jerked her eyes and fixed her gaze on the ground.
“…… I’m embarrassed.”
She would stop at all costs, she declared to Charlotte, but it was also a shame to be ashamed.
“Uh, anyway. Do you understand now? I…… The reason I fell in love with you…….”
Adele mechanically nodded her head this time.
“So…… Would you like to go on a date?”
She subconsciously nodded her head at the ensuing question.
The reason why he repeats the action as if his head is empty is because his head is full of worries about how to explain it to Charlotte.
‘This must be right… ….’
It was yesterday that I took Tina and received her glare, and it was today that I opened my heart like an automatic door to Lucy’s sincerity.
