140 – 2. Summoner of the Nine Heavens (87)
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There was a woman named Noeul Han.
The reason why the beginning is in the past tense is that she is already dead.
The cause is complete destruction due to a planetary collision.
Why? I do not know. Because she was buried in the world of novels and games until the moment she met her death.
Various conspiracy theories and jokes run rampant on the Internet.
It is not much different in the 22nd century, which has gone beyond the 21st century and has reached the stage of perfect cyberization beyond the stage of futurization.
Rather, there were many more novel and interesting things that remained in the old era.
When science becomes overwhelmingly developed, the unknown and mystery naturally decrease accordingly. Conversation with the dead, which was considered impossible in the past, is now easily possible.
Because immortality can be lived by storing the mind in the mother computer right before death without having to go far, copying the electromagnetic field of the dead intact and restoring the empty part based on the recorded past data is too simple.
Reviving a person from the past was a kind of amusement for mankind, who had plenty of time.
Should I say that the old man has the taste of teasing newbies?
Of course, they are also human beings, so once they get used to it, the fun slowly fades, so there are ghost hunters who specialize in catching and restoring ghosts of the past.
A drug called Yu-Hee has a magical power that cannot be stopped even if you want to quit, so people constantly wandered around the cyber world for Yu-Hee.
Han No-eul was particularly fascinated by the world in novels and games.
Get to know another world from someone else’s point of view. It was no different from experiencing an adventure, albeit indirectly.
Her sense of knowing the unknown, which cannot be felt in modern times, was both exciting and rewarding for her life.
But at the same time, she despaired of the fact that she was an outsider who couldn’t blend in with their world.
So on that day, the moon’s orbit was suddenly distorted by some kind of disaster, and I watched the earth collide with the moon, but I couldn’t really feel it.
Maybe other people do too. Perhaps the gods sighed and put them to rest at the sight of people who were no longer human but no longer human.
Following the order of the world, he was reborn through repeated reincarnations.
In the process, he was lucky enough to be reborn with his memories. However, as an orphan.
Unlike the previous life, where you could even create the world as you wished, your present life was very heterogeneous and frustrating.
But more than that, I was impressed. It took five years to get used to this body, abandoning the senses of the brain world that had been going on for thousands of years.
Her life in various orphanages was very harsh, but she was more faithful than that.
So she immediately isolated herself.
She was feared by adults because she was not like a child at all, and she was reluctant from the beginning to be a child who is very sensitive to trivial emotions.
…Why?
I asked myself. The answer is simple. Because he is heterogeneous This is all self-inflicted.
Just as her 100-year-old grandmother couldn’t get along with her children because she was suddenly young, she had already matured for so long that she couldn’t relate to her children herself.
So she desperately acquired ‘childhood’ by watching and learning from the children around her.
As he looked inside the process, he realized that someone else was in his place. He knew instinctively that this was the original owner of this body.
However, since his baby days, he has been holding on to his ego and has not been able to show himself. What should I say about this? Another me? No, this is too boring
We’ve been together until now, but now it’s ambiguous to separate separately. So we decided to just stick together.
However, when I actively used it, the strange sense of incongruity disappeared and it became possible to easily melt into the group of children.
It was like a switch. Both of them are the same self, but with the click of a button, it seemed that the self on the outside and the self on the inside were swapped.
I liked it because it seemed like a main character!
Over time, she went from something in her child’s skin to an old woman, to a quirky little girl desperate to act like her grown-up because of her orphanage environment.
Thanks to her, her thinking ability is intact, but her mental age has degenerated to match her body, but what the heck! It’s mental age. It grows with time! Let’s not dwell on this.
At first, the children who were distant from them gradually approached them, and the adults who managed the orphanage succeeded in instilling the perception that they were ‘a timid child who tried hard to pretend to be an adult’.
In fact, it was the closest to his personality, so there was no sense of incongruity or forced acting.
Yes, I was like this.
As I regained my ‘humanity’, I enjoyed every day.
Have you heard that happy times pass quickly? On the night of her eighth birthday, she awoke and was kidnapped by Yashiro at the same time.
I didn’t even have a moment to adapt to this world’s unique system of choosing a vocation in a sudden situation.
In the process, seeing the entire orphanage disappear and all the people who belonged to it die, I realized that the world is so cruel and futile.
Moreover, I was able to understand the principles of this world.
The weak meat.
It is a world of strong self-respect, where the strong dominate everything.
It was a bizarre world that was very primitive and barbaric, but more than that, it was extremely rational.
At first, I thought that I was not born again, but that I was thrown into the world of a novel someone had created while I was in a state of suspended animation.
If it weren’t for that, wouldn’t there be such a hole in the world!
This is blasphemy! It’s a challenge to the novel fanatic himself! She burned her will.
Unlike the past, when the supernatural divine entity called God was opaque, there seemed to be a clear existence of God in this world, so there were many things I wanted to ask him.
For that, I have no choice but to become stronger. Because that is the law and principle of this world.
So she decided to adapt to the given moment. In the first place, there were some other answers.
After canceling once, it was ambiguous to choose again, so I half-ignored the system that asked me to choose a vocation and devoted myself to training.
The one thing she overlooked was that she hadn’t realized that the difference between vocations was so great.
Thanks to her, she herself became isolated again. Unlike the equal orphanage, the group here was thoroughly divided into the weak and the strong and were ostracized.
She herself was called ‘incompetent’, the weakest among the underdogs.
Adults looked down on them, and children quickly absorbed it and tormented themselves. Life became more impoverished when signs began to appear that they could use it as a tool to relieve their stress.
It was very hard and difficult every day. It was very painful, but I managed to persevere with my mental strength.
Surprisingly, she was able to endure a little longer when she thought that the main characters in the novels she consumed for simple pleasure must have suffered the same pain as she did.
Is this guilt? Or just a longing? Perhaps he is comparing his current situation to the main characters in various novels.
In the second year of repeated torture in the name of training while rotting underground in Yashiro, it suddenly came to an end.
It was unusual from the appearance. The air shuddered and it seemed to be another world around him.
It would not be an exaggeration to say that the scene in which such an overwhelming being suddenly disappears and then bursts through the door is the moment when the fantasy genre quickly changes to a gothic horror movie.
I was stunned to the extent that I inadvertently included the word prince in such an overwhelming appearance.
That’s right, he was so powerful that he was no different from the main character! No wonder you tremble! Above all, he is handsome.
The ratio of beautiful figures in this world is so high that I wonder if the weight is broken, but the man in front of me is so handsome that I can’t hide his beauty even though he is covered by a mask.
When he actually took off his mask and faced himself, those eyes that could see through everything about him were so chilling that his spine trembled.
Of course, the real creepy thing was next.
The last ruthless scene he saw was so shocking that he, who had been soaked in ‘humanity’ for a long time, passed out as it was.
I thought I had gotten used to such things after leaving the abandoned children for two years, but seeing him pierced with a skewer and burning to death right in front of him seems to have exceeded the tolerance.
That’s not going to happen, but if he had said he wanted to be comfortable with the question he was being asked, wouldn’t he have met with them?
Remembering that made my heart tighten again and I felt like I was out of breath.
“…Ah.”
I am not the one who died. I’m still alive. So don’t look at me with those eyes.
This is a nightmare. A self-indulgent nightmare created by his sense of debt that he survived alone. In fact, those children died without a chance to see themselves.
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It was unpleasant nonetheless. That’s why it was sad. I hope you will heal your heart by cursing at the selfish me who wanted to live alone rather than saving you guys.
May you be born in a good place in your next life.
After tossing and turning for a while, I opened my dirty eyes and saw an unfamiliar space.
“…It’s the first ceiling I’ve ever seen.”
It was something I wanted to say in person after experiencing it at least once in my previous life. But maybe that wish was too big, this life is already the 3rd.
The first is when he was abandoned in front of an orphanage as a baby, and the second is when he is kidnapped by Yashiro.
Still, the first time was babbling and the second was muttering to myself because of the atmosphere around me, so this is the first time I’ve spoken properly!
After making excuses to the unknown person, I rolled my eyes and looked around, and I realized that this was a hospital.
However, I didn’t smell the hospital’s unique scent of alcohol. There was a strong impression that it was a single-person hospital room only used by rich people. The mind and body, which had been rough with nightmares, were gradually calmed down by the calming scent that calms the mind and body.
There is nothing wrong with the body. Rather, compared to the past two years, I feel very comfortable.
But I didn’t even have the strength to lift a finger. It seems that the accumulated fatigue in the relaxed body is belatedly coming and running rampant.
‘Hiing…’
The silence flowed spontaneously. They say that if you suffer from a young age, your body’s growth will slow down, but unlike the previous life, you can’t change your body in this life at will, which is a big deal.
I took care of myself steadily and ate all the nutrients evenly, but it is certain that I am smaller than the average of my peers.
Considering the ratio of insane beauty in this world, I don’t worry too much about my future appearance.
The problem is height and proportion. I don’t want it to be too big, but since I’m a woman, I hope it’s to some extent. In my previous life, I paid quite a lot of attention to it in the early days.
In the end, as I lived in the cyberspace later on, I gradually stopped caring about it, but it’s different now. If possible, the desire to decorate this lovely body more cutely springs up.
Ah, come to think of it, I think he would shine more if he decorated well… What I saw then was, how can I say, that he was trying too hard to settle down in fear.
Actually, except for the first impression, I didn’t feel anything but fear.
Rather than forcibly raising his drowsy body, he just stared blankly into space, accelerating his delusions as usual.
There is an awareness that you are immersed in your own world.
It’s a habit I’ve had since my previous life, and no matter how much I try to fix this, I can’t seem to fix it because the period is too long.
After hitting the bruise with all my might for a while, the door opened and a woman wearing a very beautiful kimono appeared.
“You are awake.”
“Ah.”
When I met her pure white hair that reminded me of her pure whiteness and her black eyes with a light purple hue, her body instinctively flinched and shrank.
…This person is from Yashiro.
Surprised to have noticed it in her own reaction, she widened her eyes and expressed her embarrassment with a warm maternal smile.
“My name is Hanabi Shirogane, and my name is Hanabi Yashiro. It’s okay if you don’t have to be so vigilant since you’re the kind of person who ran out of that corner of the house because he was sick of it.”
Yashiro Hanabi. She has never heard of It was a name that was always mentioned by adults. And that’s the name I heard from my uncle.
The strength of his body, which had shrunk at that fact, was gradually relaxed. In that brief moment, her hands turned white from how tightly she had held them.
…This is a big deal. The feedback her body received was greater than her own thoughts. Because at the unconscious level, it means that she is wonderfully positioned as a trauma, without a doubt.
Is this the result of overconfidence? Or is it because the water of the previous life that was still in the brain world was less drained?
I don’t know. It’s just that her hair was too messy. Compared to my previous life, the software in this body is too narrow. If you think a little deeply, wisdom heat rises and your body becomes languid.
At times like this, the human body was definitely uncomfortable. Reaction and coping were slow because I had to deliberately lock my thoughts.
It still is.
Since the other side has been named, this side must also say the name. But I was unsure which one to name.
My previous name was Han No-eul. The baptismal name he received at the orphanage was Quies, but the record was kidnapped by Yashiro and destroyed along with the orphanage in the process of being destroyed.
Therefore, I don’t have a name to call myself now. When I came to that conclusion, I suddenly felt sorry for myself.
If you were the main character in the novel, it would be the right time for you to call yourself a cool name and talk with that pretty sister, but you don’t think you’ll be able to be the main character.
“Do you think that we will be destroyed sooner rather than later?”
“Ah.”
Well, it’s hard to say, but I’ve already been beaten…? I eradicated everything, even the buds, in case there would be any regrets left behind… Ah, I got out.
Even though it wasn’t something he did, he felt embarrassed and broke out in cold sweat. If my body had moved at will, wouldn’t I have driven a doggeja on the bed by now? That much guilt was no joke.
Woo … Is it a person who is so worthy of surviving? I just got depressed.
The pretty older sister, who couldn’t follow her own emotional ups and downs, panicked and took her in her arms and carefully patted her back.
Kindness permeates. It is a real motherhood, a real warmth that I have never felt in my previous life.
The adjusted temperature of the incubator is not the recorded behavior of a babysitter robot, but the warmth of communion that real people can share!!
I was impressed, and I was impressed again. So I cried. She cried heartily. The feeling of her own heartbeat being forced to match that of the other person was an unforgettable memory no matter how many times she experienced it.
This is motherhood, this is motherhood.
Attracted by her own cries, many people burst into the hospital room, but once the tears burst out, they couldn’t stop.
She cried and said she was sorry and that it would be over soon, but she couldn’t speak the language properly.
It was like becoming a baby. Even as a baby, I think I was able to mumble better than this, but I don’t know what it is anymore because my throat is choked with tears and runny nose.
The accident was dazed as if I had become an idiot.
Perfect!
“Higuk…!”
As if she stopped herself, she felt a sharp pain in her forehead. Pouring something into her familiar energy, she struggled to open her hardened eyes and saw her brother looking down at her with disapproving eyes.
Her body trembled. Her memories of that day came naturally and her breath caught. Thanks to her, her crying forcibly stopped.
“…Ah, it barely stopped.”
“Is it because he was brought by the boss?”
“Well…It seems to me that they just stopped because they were scared.”
It was only then that I realized that there were more people around me than I thought. It is full of sparkling people who seem to be able to refresh their eyes just by looking at it.
One thing is certain: the proportion of women is overwhelmingly greater than that of men. It wasn’t just filled with people, each one full of personality and exceptionally beautiful people.
And the images of the two men who are thought to be at the center stand out.
The other side is a blonde haired warrior who would look very good in a fairy tale. The other is my older brother who took me out of there.
This side was like the demon lord doing bad things to the prince.
Of course, both are handsome. He likes the standard hero, but he likes the older brother of the latter.
If you look at the atmosphere of the place, does it feel like you have been accepted as an ally from the villain side?
Even with this body, there was no blur in his own eyes.
The image of a slasher movie that was alive and moving surrounded by shadows also looked cool, but seeing the usual Tick Tick street in such a bright place, it felt different and looked more handsome.
Not only the black oppa, but all the faces gathered here were so pretty, beautiful, and also wonderful and twinkling, so my eyes were spinning around naturally.
This is not a figurative expression, it actually went round and round.
Click!
I turned on the switch because I thought it was weird. It went round and round though. What is it, what is the problem?
…Ah, was this really paradise?
Have you finally paid the price for your sins and come to heaven after suffering in hell? Otherwise it makes no sense If this wasn’t heaven, there’d be no way I’d be this happy!
Ehehehe, happy. I’m so happy I think I’ll die.
To be surrounded by a group of protagonists you only dreamed of, this kind of experience is rare as a novel addict!!
Different from the somewhat heterogeneous appearances played by AI, real people who really live, breathe, and move! Wow, the protagonist!
By the way, the main character? Group?
Ah, this can’t be. Did I get ‘tangled up’…?!
I hope so! I hate it otherwise!! A world with a protagonist? What is that, heaven?
Drop!
‘Ah, it exploded.’
The moment I thought something hot was flowing from my nose, my thoughts stopped and my body slowly fell.
“Tsk.”
The corner of his mouth went up at the sound of clicking his tongue that came from the distance of his consciousness. How can being annoying be so attractive?
I don’t know what the original is, but the author! I love you!!
Holding both hands tightly, I closed my eyes. Fortunately, I did not ascend.
If I had ascended to Heaven, I would have come down again even if I committed a crime directly!
You have to dream big! If you sincerely wish for it, it will come true!!
Dreams come true ☆! Kya-hoo!
But who the hell am I talking to? Ahahahaha
…I don’t know, my head hurts. Cut it now
