59 – Rosaria as a Woman (1)
“Do you mind if I come in?”
I opened the book, but I couldn’t write anything on it.
Should I say that I just don’t feel like writing?
Anyway, I can’t go outside anymore,
It’s like my mom said she didn’t want me to achieve what she set out to do.
Apart from the beauty of magic, I don’t know if I should continue studying it…
“Russell?”
Suddenly, the door opens –
The iron doorknob struck the wall once and loudly.
“…Yes.”
“I guess I didn’t hear it because I was concentrating on the book.
I’ve prepared something simple to eat.”
With the sound of powder hitting the floor, the door was slowly closing.
The door was pushed so hard that the wooden wall was slightly broken.
“You don’t have to worry.
This will be fixed quickly. Look.”
With a single movement of the hand, the spattered debris and powder gather to fill the gap,
The doorknob that was shaking was returned as if it were new.
“Ta-da. How do you feel?”
Clicking the tips of both hands together, they made a small clapping sound.
The corners of his mouth are slightly raised.
Even though it was a bit forced,
It’s not a reaction that comes from the heart, it’s not just a joy that comes naturally…
Even though it was awkward.
“…Yeah, hehehe.”
Is that enough to make you smile like that?
Just by being there, it’s like I went back to when I was a kid…
“Hey, there’s sliced chicken ham in it.
Your favorite special sauce is also spread thinly, so please.”
On top of the plate that was placed clatteringly, there was food that boasted a beautiful appearance.
Bread with a nice baked color, somewhere between golden and brown.
The scent coming from it truly had an irresistible charm.
The fragrant scent of freshly baked bread was amazing, but it also had its own personality.
Vegetables filled the space and chicken meat with a charcoal flavor.
The appearance of a perfect sandwich without any unnecessary elements was attracting me, who had no desire to eat anything until just now.
I listened carefully and took a bite.
At the same time, a smile bloomed on her mother’s face.
“Um. Umm…”
As expected.
I can’t say that the food I ate at the inn wasn’t delicious, but my mom’s… Was one level above the other.
It’s as if the magic I use, the magic the wizards at the academy use, and my mom’s are different.
There was a clear difference in rank.
Especially this subtle sweet taste –
But, the taste?
“…Yes.”
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Next to me, my mother was dropping something, once on the back of her neck and once on her wrist.
Drops, drops – Could it be the sweet smell coming from the slightly yellow-looking liquid?
A sweet and sour scent reminiscent of drinks made with flowers or honey.
I wouldn’t say it was bad, but I couldn’t help but feel anxious.
My mother rubbed the liquid over her pale skin, brushed her hair, and then closed one of her eyes to me.
My eyes were drawn to the slightly parted red lips… But I turned my attention back to the food.
I felt something strange.
“Arm.”
One more time, she bit into it.
I don’t know what kind of vegetables were put in it, but it was chewy and crunchy at the same time and kept spitting out sweet water.
The scent and taste are quite different from the liquid that my mother used…
This sandwich itself must have been sweet.
When that happened… I was in a daze.
My nose and mouth were all swallowed up by the excessive sweetness and scent, becoming a complete mess.
I could taste the salty taste of ham just a moment ago, but I couldn’t even feel it.
“Mom, did you put some honey in it…”
Now even the bread is sweet.
No, everything that touched the tongue was sweet.
Something was strange. However,
“You should eat the rest, Russell.
If you leave food behind, you can’t use it.”
For some reason, my hands and mouth kept moving.
Even though the horribly irritating sweet taste keeps numbing my tongue,
Even now, my nose can’t come to my senses from the fresh smell, and I can’t even sense the scent of food…
Why is my body telling me to eat more of this?
“That’s right. hehehe. Make sure, make sure until the end…”
As expected, something was strange.
I don’t know what was in this sandwich, but something about it had a strange sweet taste that was making me feel wrong.
If I hadn’t done that, my body wouldn’t have felt this hot.
Mom, was there something she put there on purpose?
Of course –
“You’re sweating a lot.
Should I unbutton a little?”
My mother’s eyes were very wet as she reached out her hand and untied her collar, as if she knew I would do this.
Not tears,
With anticipation.
“Um – ㅁ…”
“Okay, then I’ve filled my stomach.
Let’s go to bed soon. “You must be tired.”
Nevertheless, how on earth should we explain the act of acting like a fool?
Terrible malice? Or a practical joke?
But what I feel is,
This strange heat rising from the chest –
“Come on, come on.”
Exhaling again and again, as if I was warmed from within,
He held my hand and gently laid me down on the soft bed,
Carefully undo the dress hanging from her shoulders –
“If you look at me like that, it’s embarrassing.”
I was reacting to my mother showing me clothes that reminded me of the night at the inn.
That too, very clearly.
“It’s been a while since we got to sleep together in the same bed like this?”
This close, feeling each other’s warmth…”
Looking intently at me breathing heavily,
And then, as the sweet smell of the liquid slowly begins to spread, pulling me inside the cold body –
Mom whispered in my ear.
“Ugh, the tail – hehehe, really.
It’s so painful.”
I wonder if the muffled sound coming from my ears wasn’t my heartbeat.
Was it not my heart that was beating behind my back?
Was it just that long tail tapping on the bed?
But, but –
This is the feeling,
Like this, the hidden things are blocked –
“That’s right, hug me a little more.
Because that’s what the body exists for.”
A faint sound of laughter pierced her brain.
I could feel the fingertips stroking my back very clearly, one by one.
“It’s a cold night.
Because of the heavy rain, a season will come when the air will become colder.
So, just a little more…”
My ears were constantly bothering me.
Something beyond the level of tickling that made me lose feeling in my cheeks flowed down my waist.
Mom didn’t miss that.
“Hee, keung, ik…”
The tail gently pressed my back pleasantly.
So that you can’t go back.
In front of her, the scent of her mother, warmed by the hot heat, kept seeping in.
Maybe that’s the case?
Because Mr. Luterrier removed the scent, like this…
With her face set like that, as if she was a little angry-
Are you looking at me?
***
‘You have to wait’
Muttering desperately,
The red dragon was enjoying the smell of the stimulant flowing through the child’s body.
A sound was heard from the lip that was being bitten, to the point where blood flowed –
She was wary of giving herself over to this moment.
The purpose was not to commit a crime right away.
That’s why we just trimmed the petals and stems to make them easier to eat, not the pure liquid.
“Um, Mom, your body is – “
Wriggling hard in the arms I was held in,
She looked at the boy shedding warm tears with her shining eyes.
I wanted to stick out my tongue right away.
It was far enough to reach, and it must have been as sweet as honey.
However, she persevered.
As she reflected on the times she had lived, there was a moment that tested her like this.
“Take a slow breath.
It’s okay. “There’s nothing scary.”
Outside humans, beastmen… Many of them were slaves.
She had read the records left behind while testing various drugs on people just like herself for various purposes.
And the knowledge she gained there-
Rosaria was testing it on her adoptive son.
Covered in her body was the juice that flowed from her own tail,
A mixture of flower nectar used to create a luxurious sweet taste.
She intended to put it in Russell’s mouth.
“That’s right. Breathe in, breathe out…
Because it will help you calm down.”
It was a blatant lie.
Pink flowers were the raw material for medicine most often used when humans and beasts wanted to have children.
So that humans can keep up with the physical strength of beastmen,
So that the beast can open its body to humans.
“Huh, huh, eup, huh…”
“If you hold your breath, it will only get harder.
You know that too.”
The strength to escape,
There was no room for resistance.
The tail, with a lot of force, was delicately pushing the boy’s back at this very moment,
The hand that was holding her back and head continued to make her nose touch the nape of her neck and shoulder that had been coated with special perfume.
“That’s right.”
This small resistance eventually came to an end.
Russell crawled over his body, covering himself with the scent that brought him terrible memories –
I began to accept it with artificial pleasure.
The feeling of elation caused by the drug.
False happiness expressed by the brain.
The young boy was not prepared to defend himself in any way.
“Huh, huh…”
“I’ll wipe away your sweat.
Should we stay together like this for tonight?
Isn’t it the first time we’ve slept together in a long time?”
That was also a lie.
There was no way I could sleep.
When the boy became an adult, he realized that the pleasure he had to obtain was through the juice of flowers absorbed into the mucous membrane of the mouth.
The dragon was trembling with the false happiness of desecrating his adoptive son with his own hands.
However, both sides were desperately trying to resist giving in to their instincts for their own purposes.
So the night was sure to get longer.
